Monday, October 22, 2018

PANCAKES AND GHEE

There are two venomous words that came out of the 20th century.
One of these words for some people has been carved down to an acronym no matter the context it rarely used. Others use it as a term of enduement in the hope to remove its venom. No matter the context it still maintains its sting.

The other one became lost in litterateur.
In the early years of the 20th century, this word back then had the same sting and venom contained in it as the N-word does today. Not much isn’t said of it today like much of many stains of history we are embarrassment by, so we push it out of the way, and turn our backs. Instead of facing it and use it to learn from the mistakes of our ancestors and strive to accomplish true peace in our world. 

This word came innocently enough from a children’s book called Little Black Sambo in what I researched it wasn’t intended to be published at all.
It was written by Helen Bannerman in the mid-1890s. She wrought it for her kids to entertain them on there long journeys across India where they lived with her husband William who worked at the India Medical Services in Sothern India. She showed it to a friend and that person took to back to London and had it published.

Langston Hughes the inspiration for this Busboys and Poets said I paraphrase, that it is a children’s story to teach white children to make fun of black children. But the original story has nothing racist about.
Here I tell you a quick summary of the story.

Sambo was a little boy whose parents got him an outfit that he was proud of. It was a red shirt, blue pants with blue shoes and a green umbrella. So, he went for a walk to show it off and along the way, he was threatened by four different tigers each one threatening to eat him alive if he does not give them something.  He gave each tiger a part of his outfit one with the pants another with the shirt. But the other two could not figure out about the shoes and the umbrella. The one with the shoes wore on its ears and the one with the umbrella carried it with its tale. When the tigers saw each other that stared to argue who looked the best. Then they started to fight and dropped what each of them had they fought so hard they turned into ghee (clarified butter). So, Sambo gathered up is outfit and him and his dad collected the ghee and took it home and his mother maid pancakes.

Nothing remotely racist the only one who should be offended by this is Tigers.
    
It wasn’t until it came to America and was manipulated into a racial slur. But that is not what I want to talk about. I want to talk about the true origins of the name.  

The origins of it come from the Hindi language and it is pronounced SHAMBO and in one of the other many languages of India Telugu, it is pronounced SAMBO. 

They say in India Shiv Shambho which means Great God, the auspicious one.


PANCAKES AND GHEE

Sambo bullied by controversy
His name appropriated by a culture to destroy history
To shame our ancestor's genealogy
Why use a child's name to create shame

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Bhenji
Free to be everything even family

Sambo bullied by history
Another culter steels his story
Blamed for the generations pain
His story never told the same way again

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Bhaeeji
Free to be everything even community

Sambo bullied by society
So offended they grabbed pancakes for the mouths of children
Now this is where education ends and ignorance begins
Hate starts to spreads, even between friends

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Mataji
She is so much wiser than me

Sambo bullied by a stereotype
Worked so hard for the things he liked
A green umbrella, red shirt, blue pants with shoes to match
All the way home he would dance

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Dadaji
Knowing the inner strength is the way to be free

Sambo bullied from the left and right
Four tigers with black and orange strips come out to fight
He gave them all he had so he could hide
So they had a parade to show who is most fashionable

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with khaas dost
Sharing is what life is all about

Sambo bullied by the things he felt
The Tigers fight over their own pride
As everyone fooled by their own lies
No longer is freedom yours or mine

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with me
So many pancakes I only have three

Sambo no longer bullied by life
Turn off the outside to see the inner light
No material things can take the place of peace, love, and purity
Freedom should never be a dream

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018











THE REDEMPTION OF SILENCE

No one appreciates you when you are not there
Noise and confusion everywhere
They don’t know you are still here

They should take time to look inside
You're not to blame for what they hide
This is the redemption of silence
In them, it is something they can find

People travel to distant places to find you
Not aware you are there all the time
But still, it is something more than their pride

They need to start feeling the stillness behind their eyes
There is nothing to make them feel so high
That is the redemption of silence
In them, it is something they can’t hide

People create their own spaces
Walls and carpets, alter of remembrance
With pictures of ancient faces

They need you more than you need them
You are the warming comfort of a friend
This is the redemption of silence
You are always there even in the end

You are the distant breeze
You are the echo of peace
You are what I feel no what I hear

The mumble of untalented boys
They don't know the value of who you are
That is the redemption of silence
There are no words to your song

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018

JANKI DADI'S SMILE

Dadi ji
So much wiser than me
At 103 so much freer than I could ever be
One day I wish to see what she sees

Janki Dadi's smile
Lights up the darkest room
Peace, love, and purity is always her mood
Always simple always true

Dadi ji
So much from her, I need
Om Shanti in the verse of three
Reminding me who I should be

Janki Dadi's smile
Comes from the drishti in her eyes
Wile loving tears come to mine
Wanting to be by her side

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018




Friday, October 19, 2018

CARIBBEAN PRINCESS

Why am I waiting for you when you never put your eyes on me
Where you blind to my reality and what you really need
This tree isn't meant for you to climb so don't even try

Caribbean Princess
I never got that first kiss never got to feel any bliss
Curibian princess
You saw something in me I didn't. Now I am too good for your forgiveness

To much pride to lie to you even when you sat at my side and just smiled
What do you expect me to think? I can't be drunk when I don't even drink
 Pressing your kneen next to mine was that your invitation to a lie

Caribbean Princess
Friendship is meaningless when you think you are better than all the rest
Caribbean Princess
I saw something in you that you didn't. Now we don't even speak

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018