HIDING

In my mind so many things I hide
Hiding the contempt towards my fellow man
Hiding the fear of life, that one day I might die
Hiding the confusion of wrong and right

Hiding my thoughts of the past
The hoping that I will learn from my mistakes

Hiding my thoughts for the future
My dreams are still just an illusion

Hiding my feelings and dreams
Thinking what is the need
When they are only feelings and dreams

Thinking what could be worse
Hiding feelings of anger
Or hiding feelings of love

Hiding is what every one dose

Hiding from a lie
That I giving up before I try
That is when I lie become true

Hiding behind sadness
Hiding behind happiness
Hiding behind anger

Hiding my feelings
Behind a honey coated poetry

©Copyright Thomas Dooley

FEELINGS INSIDE

GOD, why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel pain?
Why caring for some one
Have to destroy me

Every one stands around
Waiting to tare me down

Why do I feel this way?
Is there someone who cares about me?
Someone who will love and hold me?
Kiss me on the lips with so much tenderness

Someone who will make me feel my best
When sadness has me

Why do I feel this way?
Will it ever go away?

I need some one to understand me today
Some one to drink the some understanding
Before it spills out of my mind

Just lay with me or lie to me
Either may make me feel better

Why do I feel this way?
Will it ever go away?

Don't want to hide away
Just to hide the pain
Just want to be a soul
Want to go beyond whats old

Don't ego your way by me
It just make me feel less of you
More than you will of me

Why do I feel this way?

©Copyright Thomas Dooley