Thursday, November 29, 2018

WHITE TEARS

Hate and fear looking for attention
Believing everything told to you without any proof
Their power comes from your lack of education

White tears are colored with ignorance

Hate does not make you a hero
Just make you lose your job
Now your a zero

White tears are colored with fear

Other people that don't look like you
Not living the way you think they should
Call someone to correct them is what you do

White tears are colored with arrogance

Don't get your way have a tantrum
When no one thinks you in the right
Got nothing to say now you play the victim

White tears are colored with hate

Mother prays for her son to see another day
They can't respect an open hand shoot him is the only plan
Now the proof of innocence is on the victim when their voice is dead

These tears of pain and love are clear

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018




Monday, November 19, 2018

DRISHTI

Something is hidden inside me
Something that would make me free
Living in the struggle of dreams and reality

Somehow you looked deep within
Like I am a long lost friend
With drishti in your eyes

What is in me I can't see
What I really can be
I have to convince only me

You see my third eye
Like a grandmother at a visiting child
With drishti in your eyes

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018

SUGAR WELL

Caught up in my own thoughts
Look to the internet to get out of this loneliness
Why do I let my mind turn to it

Sugar well
Some were between heaven and hell
She got the sweets she tries to sell

My mind tries to play the master
In the vice, I am captured
Causing my own pain with the click of every page

Sugar well
Am I caught in a spell
No matter how high it always hurts when I fell

Why confess my sins just to prove how blessed I am
Down in the depths without a friend
Under my own power, I pull myself up from the depths

Sugar well
If love is fraudulent how do I tell
In these feelings, I do not want to dwell

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018


Saturday, November 10, 2018

WISH

Wish I could slice through life and take only what I like
Learn from my wrongs and leave them behind
Take my rights and always live in the light

Never wanting to walk in darkness just want to walk the path of kindness
Never wanting to win a fight just want to be blessed
Just want to feel the high of life

Wish I could pick the nostalgic moments of life take only what I like
Let them play over and over in my mind wouldn't that be fine
Leaving everyone wondering where I have been

Never had desires for royal things just simplicity that never will spoil
Never had artificial high never was apart of those circles to let me try
Just want to experience life

Wish I could have confidence turn my back on negative words from so-called friends
Forget the moments of regret don't let anyone live in my head without paying rent
I must like myself before letting anyone in

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018




Monday, October 22, 2018

PANCAKES AND GHEE

There are two venomous words that came out of the 20th century.
One of these words for some people has been carved down to an acronym no matter the context it rarely used. Others use it as a term of enduement in the hope to remove its venom. No matter the context it still maintains its sting.

The other one became lost in litterateur.
In the early years of the 20th century, this word back then had the same sting and venom contained in it as the N-word does today. Not much isn’t said of it today like much of many stains of history we are embarrassment by, so we push it out of the way, and turn our backs. Instead of facing it and use it to learn from the mistakes of our ancestors and strive to accomplish true peace in our world. 

This word came innocently enough from a children’s book called Little Black Sambo in what I researched it wasn’t intended to be published at all.
It was written by Helen Bannerman in the mid-1890s. She wrought it for her kids to entertain them on there long journeys across India where they lived with her husband William who worked at the India Medical Services in Sothern India. She showed it to a friend and that person took to back to London and had it published.

Langston Hughes the inspiration for this Busboys and Poets said I paraphrase, that it is a children’s story to teach white children to make fun of black children. But the original story has nothing racist about.
Here I tell you a quick summary of the story.

Sambo was a little boy whose parents got him an outfit that he was proud of. It was a red shirt, blue pants with blue shoes and a green umbrella. So, he went for a walk to show it off and along the way, he was threatened by four different tigers each one threatening to eat him alive if he does not give them something.  He gave each tiger a part of his outfit one with the pants another with the shirt. But the other two could not figure out about the shoes and the umbrella. The one with the shoes wore on its ears and the one with the umbrella carried it with its tale. When the tigers saw each other that stared to argue who looked the best. Then they started to fight and dropped what each of them had they fought so hard they turned into ghee (clarified butter). So, Sambo gathered up is outfit and him and his dad collected the ghee and took it home and his mother maid pancakes.

Nothing remotely racist the only one who should be offended by this is Tigers.
    
It wasn’t until it came to America and was manipulated into a racial slur. But that is not what I want to talk about. I want to talk about the true origins of the name.  

The origins of it come from the Hindi language and it is pronounced SHAMBO and in one of the other many languages of India Telugu, it is pronounced SAMBO. 

They say in India Shiv Shambho which means Great God, the auspicious one.


PANCAKES AND GHEE

Sambo bullied by controversy
His name appropriated by a culture to destroy history
To shame our ancestor's genealogy
Why use a child's name to create shame

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Bhenji
Free to be everything even family

Sambo bullied by history
Another culter steels his story
Blamed for the generations pain
His story never told the same way again

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Bhaeeji
Free to be everything even community

Sambo bullied by society
So offended they grabbed pancakes for the mouths of children
Now this is where education ends and ignorance begins
Hate starts to spreads, even between friends

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Mataji
She is so much wiser than me

Sambo bullied by a stereotype
Worked so hard for the things he liked
A green umbrella, red shirt, blue pants with shoes to match
All the way home he would dance

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with Dadaji
Knowing the inner strength is the way to be free

Sambo bullied from the left and right
Four tigers with black and orange strips come out to fight
He gave them all he had so he could hide
So they had a parade to show who is most fashionable

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with khaas dost
Sharing is what life is all about

Sambo bullied by the things he felt
The Tigers fight over their own pride
As everyone fooled by their own lies
No longer is freedom yours or mine

Pancakes and ghee
About to have breakfast with me
So many pancakes I only have three

Sambo no longer bullied by life
Turn off the outside to see the inner light
No material things can take the place of peace, love, and purity
Freedom should never be a dream

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018











THE REDEMPTION OF SILENCE

No one appreciates you when you are not there
Noise and confusion everywhere
They don’t know you are still here

They should take time to look inside
You're not to blame for what they hide
This is the redemption of silence
In them, it is something they can find

People travel to distant places to find you
Not aware you are there all the time
But still, it is something more than their pride

They need to start feeling the stillness behind their eyes
There is nothing to make them feel so high
That is the redemption of silence
In them, it is something they can’t hide

People create their own spaces
Walls and carpets, alter of remembrance
With pictures of ancient faces

They need you more than you need them
You are the warming comfort of a friend
This is the redemption of silence
You are always there even in the end

You are the distant breeze
You are the echo of peace
You are what I feel no what I hear

The mumble of untalented boys
They don't know the value of who you are
That is the redemption of silence
There are no words to your song

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018

JANKI DADI'S SMILE

Dadi ji
So much wiser than me
At 103 so much freer than I could ever be
One day I wish to see what she sees

Janki Dadi's smile
Lights up the darkest room
Peace, love, and purity is always her mood
Always simple always true

Dadi ji
So much from her, I need
Om Shanti in the verse of three
Reminding me who I should be

Janki Dadi's smile
Comes from the drishti in her eyes
Wile loving tears come to mine
Wanting to be by her side

©Copyright Thomas Dooley 2018